sad news...
my coteacher's brother died ytd....
when i heard that, my heart sank...although i dun reli know him, its just horrible to feel that death can be that close....that u will never know what will happen tomorrow...
it recalled how i react when i realize my close frd has cancer....
my mind just went blank and i burst into tears in my office....
it might seem that we r in control of everything in our life...that we have a choice of what we eat, what we do and where we go...but in reality, we dont....
and that uncertainty is scary...
there is no time for us to be depressed, unhappy or frustrated...because having that emotion in you for a minute means one less minute of happiness...
live life to the fullest and cherish everyday...
we r so blessed..
to be able to stand here
to be able to express ourselves
to be able to do what we want
to be able to meet wonderful people
to be able to eat what we like
to be able to see beautiful things
i feel reli ashamed when i think back 5 years ago, i wanted to kill myself...
its the stupidest thought...and i swear i will never let this thought come to my mind again
because life is beautiful....
i feel sorry for my teacher's brother.....i thk his mind must have been reli troubled...and there wasnt anyone there for him when he needed one....
i hope he rest in peace and god bless his family and frds
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i have 1000 pictures of adi on my computer from years back. in choosing which one to post in last night's entry, i originally chose a polaroid that she wrote in cursive marker "life is beautiful" and then scanned it. funny, because that's what you wrote here.
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